I've noticed lately that my life has been running in a pattern.

Doing the things I want versus the things society forces pressures me into doing.

And, most of the time, it's on the more depressing side for me.

It's kind of sad, how life works out sometimes.

I couldn't ask for it to be any different though.

I skipped seeing these guys live [Holiday Parade- aka the best band in the entire freaking world.]



For this:



Not my favorite choice of my mother, but probably the best one for me.

And like missing my best friend's graduation party for my state track meet [which I wouldn't have minded if I knew we had a chance to win. And if could have left earlier than 11:00 PM to still go to his party at all].

It'll all work out in the end, though. There should be a second chance at everything good in this world.