Wednesday, January 5, 2011

*warning: terribly whiny

My heart is currently devouring itself, feeding on the raw emotions that can not seem to finish. I'm so torn and paranoid right now- paranoid by day, torn by night. I really need to talk about someone face-to-face with someone, but the only person I can talk with is the one person I need to talk about (if that even makes sense). I don't know whether to hold on to the past, or let go and move forward into the future. Do you hold on forever, waiting for someone to return, even if you only see them every once in awhile, and those meetings are slightly excruciating when you remember they won't be around forever? Or do you forget about someone so important and go on with your life (which, in my case, almost seems impossible)?

More importantly, which one hurts less?

On another note, thank you for your kind comments on my last post, though. It truly did make my day a little bit brighter. :)


1 comment:

Lauren said...

Wow. This is amazing: you just described pretty much the exact feelings I've been dealing with for quite some time now. It's difficult...but know you're not alone! ;)

-Lauren :)