Tuesday, March 22, 2011
I am alive [sort of].
I apologise for my in-and-out appearances, as of late. A LOT has happened since I have been out "officially"- so about since mid-February- but even now, I'm rushed for time. Today, being the awful-but-awesome day it was, I have resorted to escape inside of this little computer screen. The highlight of my month has probably been the weekend of march 12ish.
It was finally my time to shine- academic team state. I got 14th in the LA assessment, which I call a huge success. :) It was in a different city this year, but it was nonetheless probably the best one so far. The best(worst?) part of it all was the gossip. Me, being the slightly-teenish teenager I am (I do care when it comes to people), I was totally intrigued by the fact that one of my friends is totally convinced that another one of my friends is utterly head-over-heels in love with me. Funny, right? And oh mon Dieu, how crazy it has made me lately, because I have classes every day with this kid. I'd never seen it before, but on and off for days I have seen these little signs- just little things that no one else would ever notice- that are gleaming in the back of my mind. I don't know what is happening to me, it's so emotionally frustrating. He could have almost any other girl, really. But me? No- just no. And he's almost my best friend, so it's in that almost probable end-up-together way.
ERG. Moving on.
Besides being emotionally confused and on the point of mentally breaking down, school has been my livelihood. It'd make my first grade teacher proud, at least.
I am leaving for France in two days. THURSDAY!
It's my escape from all this craziness [mostly concerning school, but I'm not going to bore you any more than I am with it haha]. I'm going to take tons of pictures while I'm in France, though, I'm sure, but I shall be gone for 11 more days.
I shall hopefully return a happier person,